// I’m sad.//

I’m sad

I’m sad that I’m sad

I’m sad that I’ve never been this sad

I’m sad that my college is closing down

I’m sad that the people I’ve tried being with don’t want to be with me

I’m sad that I’m depressed

I’m sad that I hurt people

I’m sad that I push people away

I’m sad

Okay?

I’m sad that I’m still here

I’m sad that I don’t have motivation to get up in the morning

I’m so sad I want to go home

I’m sad that I’m not enough

I’m sad that I never will be enough

I’m not okay.

I feel I’m so heartbroken

Over so many things at one time

And my heart can’t handle it.

I can’t handle it.

// I had a dream//

I had a dream last night and you were in it

We said that we would always be the best of friends

But It was you who stopped texting me

It was you who left our last texts on read

It was you who didn’t respond.

You kept in contact with so many people

But me?

I missed you

I wanted to talk to you about things but

You weren’t there to talk to

My dream told me what you couldn’t

It made us fight

And you said sorry

And I said that every sorry you’ve ever said was worthless

And then I woke up.

My dream told me not to miss you,

Not in the romantic way.

Your heart is stone cold it could never mean in the romantic way.

Because you were just as toxic as the rest.

STUFF I POSTED FROM 7TH GRADE IS STILL GETTING LIKED AND REBLOGGED AND SHIT LIKE HOW DO YOU PEOPLE FIND MY STUFF